_{(Ok. Firstly just to have something Else written this my page. And Secondly...)}

Some times I wonder... What has happened to every month, all of these years... Where is all Time?
And where is the Life I always wanted to have, and start living... Time just go. Most of Autumn simply vanished in a few days, only... And as often, my life go from feeling positive, thinking forward and feel there is much to do in the future... Onstead of so often thinking backwards all the time.
I need to plan for the future, and live in the present. Yet it feels a bit of a struggle... All these years where I could have done so much, travel to places, meet friends in real life, study well, having good daily routines and simply taking care of Myself. I know there are opportunities, and I mostly know how 'Things should be'... But as time goes, and I have done way to less, it just starts to feel not so well again... Which surely doesn't help anything either.
I have some good days, and then a bit many mostly crappy ones. I have too many 'contacts' which i barely have any contact with, too many sleepless nights... It just needs to be fixed. And start having a future and a life in the present time.

... I know all good things I could do, having a pretty healthy and more social life, not losing contact but improving new and old friendships, being more independent and knowing what things to focus on. Work well, sleep well and simply organize everything so it will really actually Work!

Planning & Organizing. Doesn't need to be any hard, it just should be Natural for me, so I don't really need to Think about it so much. But still I do... And barely follow my needs.
I think a lot about all of the things I should write, photos to upload etc but not really the essential things..
Blah.

This page needs plenty of freshen up. I've had it for not only 3, but for soon 4 years already.
I'll subscribe the darn site again, "just cause". Not being nagged on and all that.

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I got a bit Too many people I watch. Several whom I don't have any much interest in anymore (no offence though).
It make me miss quite a lot of things, and also forget due to the rather overwhelming amount of deviations popping up in my inbox then and then. I keep my old friends and stuff... Perhaps making myself a New site would be more effective, but whatever. I actually watch 86 people ... Kinda.